Wednesday, September 28, 2005
I have a feeling nobody is going back for founder's day. Lindy just told me today she's not. Where have all the 4a1 girls gone to?!
I think I've not been online for too long. I got so excited when I signed into my MSN messenger. Then I saw many orange windows pop up! Yeah..finally I'm talking to people =) I think I'm talking ever so incoherently..too high now (:
Aye. All the science spas are over. Horrible experience to mug every day for them. Had a total 6 skills tested over 3 days, and I totally have no idea how I survived. Even the thought of studying for them sends chills down my spine. But I thank God that He really gave me strength to study, and do my revision for promos. It's such a great difference when u study with His strength instead of your own. His strength is made perfect in our weakness (:
Actually, GP today was horrendous. Compo was ok..I studied for that topic so I got the points to write an essay. And of course, credit goes to the Lord too. I just obediently took out my religion notes to study the night before. And out of so many topics I choose religion. And out of all the 12 questions for compo, religion was one of the easiest.
But compre was a total disaster. Everyone was complaining about it after the paper. I myself felt ever so desperate while doing the paper. It's like..the passages are do difficult to understand, and the questions were phrased ever so weirdly. There were two 3mark questions ok..and I seriously think I would get a big fat zero. I didn't even know what they wanted cos I only half-understood the passage.
But somehow, I didnt really feel very upset over it. Maybe cos I was relying on my compo to pull up my marks. Maybe cos I knew I've tried my best and I should let God do the rest. Ahha..right after they collected the scripts I was praying "God I really pray my script will find favour in the examiner's eyes..blah blah"...
Studying for promos and getting all your A's is not the important issue here. It's a test of your faith and trust you have in God even in periods like this. We must always believe that God will bring us through anything, everything. Whenever I begin to panic all over again, I am reminded that God promises us rest when we are weary and burdened, God promises us strength when are weak. God has more promises than that.
Throw away your notes and read the Bible for once. Wait on Him, and He will bless you with more.
This blog is going to be deserted for another week =) Till then..ciao!
i left my footprints (:
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